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I am Sober - as in 'not dead yet....'

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38 years old
Pasadena, California
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WORKING STEP:
Step 4
SOBRIETY DAY:
18
SOBRIETY MONTH:
11
SOBRIETY YEAR:
2005
PERSONALITY TYPE:
Thinker
ORIENTATION:
Straight
JOB:
Retail
RELIGION:
Other
ADDICTION:
Alcohol
SEEKING:
A Safe Place
MEMBER SINCE: 12/22/2006
LAST LOGIN: 04/07/2008 21:47:39
MY RATING: 0.00

I do experimental Noize. Favorite bands would be Megaptera, Brighter Death Now, Boyd Rice/NON, Nurse With Wound. Also some old school goth/death rock/Industrial like 45 Grave, Screams for Tina, Dead Can Dance, Death in June, Coil, NIN, Wumpsut, Sisters of Mercy. And of course..Punk Rock.!! Subhumans, FYP, Septic Death, Cryptic Slaughter. Can't forget metal either..! Venom, Slayer, and Napalm to rouund it out..

Books on Herbs and Green Witchery, Hermetics and such. Sandman comics..Horror..SciFi..

And I hate reading my Big Book..(but I do)


Animated features (Akira, Paranoia Agent, Vampire Hunter D) Asian Extreme Cinema (Old Boy, Audition, H, Tetsuo the Iron Man) Samurai Flicks (Lone Wolf and Cub) Momento, Brazil, Indie films.. ect...

Playing music(NOIZE) And coffee.. lots of coffee..!

01/31/2007 03:37:47
01/20/2007 01:03:44
01/15/2007 19:58:03






Was so tired of watching the years just go by with out me. A writer with out a pen.. and artist with out a brush..I sat and dreamed about all the wonderful things I can and should be doing..just couldn't put down the F***ing bottle long enough to do it. After a while.. i just got completely over taken by my disease that nothing else mattered...it wasn't until I had truely enough that recovery was possible. Since then, I have found my pens, my instruments, my brushes, and best of all..myself..


People who show thier talent and ability and not waste it..(as I did) If some one is passionate about something, then by all means, go after it..!! In sobriety, you (we) have the chance to regain the life we (I) had almost thrown away.




"I can't", and "I won't".
And by the way, as much as you think you know, you don't know shit..!!!






Displaying 10 out of 58 comments
From: fudstuff
06/11/2010 16:46:13

Everyone is born creative. Everyone is given a box of crayons in
kindergarten. Then when you hit puberty they take the crayons away and
replace them with books on algebra etc. Being suddenly hit years later
with the creative bug is just a wee voice telling you, "I'd like my
crayons back, please."


im glad you have found yours again



From: fudstuff
09/30/2009 23:51:19

mi fella just wonderin how you are doin


big peace to you



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07/25/2007 01:45:32
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From: Godluvsall
02/14/2007 19:31:16
Uh, nice Valentine....... Looks like some of my kids!

Funny.


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02/14/2007 17:59:34
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!



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