Subject: Switching drugs...from dope to a man! OMG!
Content: I have 18 months 'clean', from dope. But if i had to pick up a white keytag for everytime i 'quit' this guy, couldnt take the pain of 'withdrawal' from not being with him, and went back to the source of my pain (him!), i would be one of those 'constant relapsers'. I just cant seem to surrender to this, to "Just say no". Dope doesnt text you, telling you how much it misses you and all that crap. This is EXACTLY like addiction to drugs. What do i do?! I cant stop and i guess the pain hasnt gotten great enough. Ive tried EVERYTHING! But im scared to ask how much or what will it take. IF i can take it! OMG! The pain has gotten great enough. Actually, it wasnt all that painful afterall! I left in April but he woulnt leave me alone, and that hurt. But when i told him the only chance we would have is if he got struck by lightning and 'seen the light', He finally stopped. That was over a month ago and im so at peace now. Thank you God!!
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