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Ever since I've begun thinking about recovery I hear "one day at a time." Well, sometimes one day is just too long. What about one hour at a time? one minute? I never feel the same from one minute to the next. Sometimes I feel strong and excited and determined, and five minutes later I'm weak and relapsing. I have no idea how to keep myself in recovery mode for any longer than a few minutes....I guess that's something I need to work on... Read More
Well I did well for 3 days and then relapsed last night. I am of to a CA meeting tonight, and just keep trying putting one foot in fromt of the other...thats alol for now... Read More
I am so disapointed in myself. I want to know if anyone else puts there fears of insecurities on the people we love and the people that love us. As an alochic i aways seem to put my fears on others.. and i am so tired of doing that I pray and reconize it and get so uncomfortable when i see them or catch myself doing it again.. anyone relate!!... Read More
For those that read my last entry, then I'm sure you were aware that I was filled with much anxiety having my daughter and her family move back to town. They should've made it back, again, about an hour ago...as they went back to Texas four days ago to pick up what was left of their belongings. The initial 5 days she was here, I never saw my daughter once. Although it never stopped her from calling me daily trying to solicit varying "favors". Even tonight she cal... Read More
I am seeing new things every day, some good, some not so good. Life still sucks at times, but I don't drug over it. My wife still loves me (sometimes I wonder why). But Darn it - it is finally good to be really alive. undecided, unsure and wondering; All i have to do is don't pick up .I want it - one day at a time,and share my feelings I'm sure that I'll be o.k.... Read More
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