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finally some clarity
Posted On 01/08/2008 20:04:30 by kem2006
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lately ive been down and sad and completely mad at the world, life, and myself. but ive been praying a lot lately. i know that i cant make this life the way i want it, so i finally gave in to the fact that maybe, just maybe, God can fix things for me. and outta no where, when i was paying no attention, life seems a little better, a little brighter, and clearer. im seeing things about myself that i couldnt see before, no matter how much i tried. and im making good decisions today, based not on self but for the good of others. i had forgotten what this feels like... the beginning feelings of hope and strength. i had forgotten the program and all the blessings that come along with it.... and now that im going through all the wonderful, exciting feelings again i ask myself 'how did i ever live without this?' not all days are going to be this good but i have hope that each day will be better than the last, even if i cant see it now, each day holds its on lesson... thanks to all my friends out here for your feedback and thoughts... love you all!
Tags: Happy
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