Well first I want to say that I am sorry for running away from you wonderful friends and GOD. If you did not know I decided that I thought that it was going to be a good idea to go to the bar. Instead of what I like to do more than a lot of things in the world. I got f**kin drunk a day after I had 6 months in smart hugh. It just makes me think that maybe I don't have a chance of staying sober. Although I met with my Pastor today and went over some things that I really want to do and that will help me make it one day at a time. On a positive note I started school on Monday what a change a good one I think. I Love all of you wonderful people Your friend Trent
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