So lately, I have noticed that I don't seem to have much to say at AA meetings. I am almost (God wiling) 3 years sober in about a month, and I still attend meetings almost daily. For the past couple of months, I haven't had to much to say at all. Like really short shares, or just saying "I'm just here to listen, thanks". Since I came to AA, I have always had lots to say. I feel like sometimes people are looking at me weird since I am not saying much, maybe because they are used to me talking a lot???
Anywho, when I say something about that I haven't had much to say lately, nobody really says anything about it. For some reason, it scares me, probably because I don't understand it. For the past couple of months, I have been dating a wonderful man, and most of the time I have no complaints. And if something does come to mind, it's usually only a sentence or two. So sometimes I share that sentence or two, and then I shut up. Also my attention span is short, and if other people are sharing for more than a few minutes, I notice it's harder for this addict to keep atuned.
Blah. I hate s**t I don't understand!!!!! Anybody ever had this happen to them or have any ideas about it?!?! Please share, hahaha, thanks
Peace Love n Hugs
Jessie
Tags: Meetings Shares
Nia