A few days ago I really was a mess and I just wanted to run away and hide out. Today I feel different. The divorce is a new beginning for me. All areas have been discussed and we have come to agreements on everything. No attorneys or anything, it will be very smooth. I finally realized that I deserve to be treated better. I also realized that me and my husband will be great friends after all of this. My heart does not feel so bad now. I am going to AA meetings now, and Im going to put my life back together now. It is an amazing feeling when you are loved, and you know you are loved. I am grateful that I have the chance to get out and start over. I have decided that I feel at home right here with my friends, I wont give all that up. I have been through h*ll? and back in the time I have been here and I have always felt wanted here. Home is where the heart is...so true.