I have recent pain in my neck, shoulder, and jaw area in the past year or so. It has gotten worse. It gets so I can not move it. It gets debilitating. I don't know what to do anymore. My insurance is from the State of Michigan, and believe me, it aint s**t. Doctor gives me flexerall and naproxen which used to help a little bit, but even that hardly cuts the edge off these days.
I got so mad at God today. I screamed I cried I cursed I begged God to take away this pain. I feel at the end of my rope with it. I guess all the good drugs that could make it bearable are out of the question since I am an alcoholic/addict. Sucks. Massage is good for it. I've gotten one here and there when the pain was too much to bear. I am too broke for that now. Chiropractic or acupuncture I am told could help, but again- don't have the money for it.
I need prayer. I need a miracle. This s**t is getting to be sobriety threatening for me. It definitely kills my sanity and serenity.
Any suggestion would be welcome. I think that's a given, seeing as how I am writing a blog about it on this site...