hey where is everyone ? I finished school for the summer one year left if god's willing. I'm really having fiancial problems, pray all the time for help will know friday if im going to get help for next year, might have to quit school and find work but i have faith that i'm doing gods will and that help will come. love of you peace out

Thanks for startin my mornin with a smile

God BLess

Jessie D.

Hi out there, just A quick note about me, I've been sober since April 15 04. I'm single and looking for A woman to share the rest of my life with. none of my plants have died lately so I think im ready. But that's not why I,m here. Just wanted to tell you all a little of my history, The first time I got drunk I was 10 yr's old I'd found some of my dads beer and just had to try it I thought wow!this stuff is pretty cool tastes really bad but makes me feel good the next time I was about 13 or 14 at a party with my older neighbor got really drunk thought I was somebody. so I partyed every chance I got. then I got drafted when I was18 went to viet nam we got beer any time we wanted it over there so I was full blown drunk when I got home.married about 5 months later. my poor 1st wife put up with me for 10 yrs. soon met my 2nd wife we drank an awful lot the first 4or 5yrs then we setteled down I had A verry good jobAnd I thought we'd be set for life but I got laid off after 3yrs just day's before christmas. what A blow then I found out in January that my wife was leaving me after 10 years of what I thought was A peferct marrage. she told me that she only married me because she couldn't have the man she really wanted, and now she could have him so she left me well really us.she had 2 kids when we met and we had one together.I was destroyed As Aman could get So I went back to my old friend the bottle. stayed there for 5 or 6 years met my 3rd wife on A blind date my kids can tell you how blind I was ! I soonwent back to drinking  sneaking booze whn ever I could even after chior practice.fianlly after about 6 years I left her. went back to drinking .then one night at the bar I met an old friend's husband who had just came from An AA meeting . he looked like he had everthing I'd been looking for all my life, so I told him I wanted to join his club mine just was'nt working for me . he took me to his home group meeting, been sober ever since.