Today I tried. Today I was serious about my program. Today I was almost abstinent, but I lost it this evening for a bit. I wont minimize but it is progress not perfection. Today more of the onion was peeled away and I got down to the core issue of shame. I intended to be more aware of my feelings and my actual honest desires. I have been so overwhelmed lately with pressure from outside myself, whether it was my mother's standards in housekeeping, my need to be respected and loved, my own perc... Read More
