There are so many people that need help these day's. Doesn't it seem like more than ever before, I am just glad that I got the courage up to ask for help at the right time! Without this help I don't think I could have gone on much longer? Who know's for some reason I felt that I would have been either in jail or prison or something just as bad was going to happen. That is why I sought help for my addiction. Before I asked for help, I started watching JOYCE Meyer on tv. Her shows and then I st... Read More

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I can truly say without God's help today and everyday, I would still be waiting for the dopeman, and drunk on a daily basis? That is what my life consisted of for past 15 yrs or so. I seen many friends of mine die because of alcoholism, related issues. Mostly one's younger than me! That scared me alot, but not enough to stop! I didn't decide to stop until I didn't want to see my son's lose their mother and their home. I cared more for them, than I did for myself really!! Thanks to God I went... Read More

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I forgot to say I trust in JESUS to provide for me and I pray everyday and so far he has been so so good with me in my life. I cannot thank him enough everyday! I help other's whenever I can. I do read the bible and don't let bad things come into my mind anymore. I have changed so much since I been clean & sober. I am a new person, nobody even knew I was  using or drinking. MY family is still using and drinking. So I can't hang with them alot of time. I have to distance myself. For m... Read More

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as of today, i have 13 days clean of pills - ocs, perks, watever - and im more happy 2day than ever b4. somedays are hard, with emotions and stress, and triggers.... but i am ready to move on... its either that or i will die.. again.. 8 OD's already... i just need sum support, especially when i cant get to meetings... thanks 2 all...  xoxo  KEM

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I need all the help I can get. I'm recoverying from a week ago of setbacks in my Recovery journey. But I did make a new discovery about myself that I hadn't looked at before, so that is a sign of improvement.

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