I forgot to say I trust in JESUS to provide for me and I pray everyday and so far he has been so so good with me in my life. I cannot thank him enough everyday! I help other's whenever I can. I do read the bible and don't let bad things come into my mind anymore. I have changed so much since I been clean & sober. I am a new person, nobody even knew I was  using or drinking. MY family is still using and drinking. So I can't hang with them alot of time. I have to distance myself. For m... Read More

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Reading a back issue of Unitarian Universalist Magazine

( www.uuworld.org) Summer '09. and once again I have been intrigued

by their 'reflections' section-(p.19) 3 pieces that fed me in different ways!

Please do not think I am tooting any horns-  simply sharing some

good considerations. ( attraction not promotion) = resources

Infact the second piece-talks about where I come from: " There is truth to be

found in all religions, but no one religion... Read More

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   H.O.W.        You know what it stands for !

I am finding half measures, regarding suggestions...The women

I sponsor are not  -100%-

Am I spinning my wheels?  spitting into the wind?  OK- so I am stepping back

now. I have vented.

I admit I want     HOW    'As only the dying can be' !

Yet,  I am not their HP.     I am not in charge.

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Carry The Messge, Joe McQ. August House,c. 2002.

Came across  (the above) back to basics book which

stresses  fundamental tenets of the Big Book & Sponsorship.

It talks about the bedrock process of getting sober and

timely work on the steps.(top Page 5)

" The domino effect"  - the momentum- (admission of

powerlessness came to believe, made a decision-)  How when

baking a cake we do not" Put the flour i... Read More

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 Woke to an image...not uncommon. A woman standing

3/4 view. Soft shoulder. In a dusty brown coat, scarf over her hair.

reading a paper. leather suitcase on the ground to her left.

This is someone who (I) feel immediate comfort,even welcome

on approach. steady, glad to see you, smile that stays-

she does not turn away, listens without rush, or urgancy.

I even could envision an arm over my shoulder.

   Unconditional ? how many pe... Read More

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